Well ive been a little blogging slacker havnt I. Tut tut tut, slap on the wrist for me
Well i want to talk about 2 things today, The first is
The other day me and my beautiful friends went up to London to go do some extra work. It was for and independant movie where we all played strippers :P ( I never know if i can mention the names of films, ill tell you when it comes out :) ) so yes we went to a strip club in hammersmith and were strippers for the day and anyne who kows me knows how much of a big step this was for me. Im not really the type of person to get all sexed up and strut around all sexy and whatever, ide much rather be the silly funny one. Being sexy makes me uncomfortable, bodie issues or whatever .. anyways i desided that if i was really seriouse about making it as an actor then one day ide have to get my kit off so i thought whens a better time then now, when im with eople i love wh will suport me. so i did it, i went to that strip club and got filmed in my underwear.
Im not going to lie it was a completely nerve wrecking exeriance but it was also completely enpowering. I was incredibly lucky that not only was i with my best friends but the women who asked us to be there was an ex teching assistant so she really looked after us and the directer was incredibly nice and just want to make us comfrtable and make sure we all had a great time whilst getting the best from us. On this occasion takeing a chance really worked for me and im going to be able to get the fotage for my show reel :)
The other thing i want to talk to you about is soomething completly unrelated and quiet sad ( well to me) if you wish to stop reading now.
On friday My cat died. I know you may read this and be a little flippent about it like 'oh it was just a cat nothing to major' and i wouldnt blame you but i have to say im incredibly sad about it. Its going to get more sappy so if your not into this sorta thing i really dont blame you to stop reading and wait for a funny blog
His name wsa Pebbles and we had, had him for 17 years he was older then my brother. If im honest with my self we all knew it was coming, he wasnt right for the past couple of month and he was really starting to get ill. My mum said she would have taken him to the vet to get him ut down so that he wasnt suffering so much but she didnt because she could feel he was really trying to be around and he had a strength in him that she couldnt take away. Im really struggeling to write this because i know people wont want to read this and because i think im okay and then im not but i feel i really need to write this not only for me but to help me feel like ive honored his memorie. Yes he was just a cat but he was a cat that was there for most of my life and when you loose omething thats been there for so long it becomes hard to re agust. He was a great cat, annoying at times like all pets are but i loved having him. He was affectionate, suprising, strong and i will miss him very very much. R.I.P Pebbles
No comments:
Post a Comment