21st of April 2012

Well ive been a little blogging slacker havnt I. Tut tut tut, slap on the wrist for me
Well i want to talk about 2 things today, The first is

The other day me and my beautiful friends went up to London to go do some extra work. It was for and independant movie where we all played strippers :P ( I never know if i can mention the names of films, ill tell you when it comes out :) ) so yes we went to a strip club in hammersmith and were strippers for the day and anyne who kows me knows how much of a big step this was for me. Im not really the type of person to get all sexed up and strut around all sexy and whatever, ide much rather be the silly funny one. Being sexy makes me uncomfortable, bodie issues or whatever .. anyways i desided that if i was really seriouse about making it as an actor then one day ide have to get my kit off so i thought whens a better time then now, when im with eople i love wh will suport me. so i did it, i went to that strip club and got filmed in my underwear.
Im not going to lie it was a completely nerve wrecking exeriance but it was also completely enpowering. I was incredibly lucky that not only was i with my best friends but the women who asked us to be there was an ex teching assistant so she really looked after us and the directer was incredibly nice and just want to make us comfrtable and make sure we all had a great time whilst getting the best from us. On this occasion takeing a chance really worked for me and im going to be able to get the fotage for my show reel :)

The other thing i want to talk to you about is soomething completly unrelated and quiet sad ( well to me) if you wish to stop reading now.

On friday My cat died. I know you may read this and be a little flippent about it like 'oh it was just a cat nothing to major' and i wouldnt blame you but i have to say im incredibly sad about it. Its going to get more sappy so if your not into this sorta thing i really dont blame you to stop reading and wait for a funny blog
His name wsa Pebbles and we had, had him for 17 years he was older then my brother. If im honest with my self we all knew it was coming, he wasnt right for the past couple of month and he was really starting to get ill. My mum said she would have taken him to the vet to get him ut down so that he wasnt suffering so much but she didnt because she could feel he was really trying to be around and he had a strength in him that she couldnt take away. Im really struggeling to write this because i know people wont want to read this and because i think im okay and then im not but i feel i really need to write this not only for me but to help me feel like ive honored his memorie. Yes he was just a cat but he was a cat that was there for most of my life and when you loose omething thats been there for so long it becomes hard to re agust. He was a great cat, annoying at times like all pets are but i loved having him. He was affectionate, suprising, strong and i will miss him very very much.  R.I.P Pebbles

12 of April 2012

You know when people say ' ahh to be 16 again' and they get all nostalgic and maybe a little depressed .... well the saying umong my friends id ' ahh to be 5 again' and we dont then get depressed. We do something about it.


And what am i talking about my fine readers .. the fact that 11 teenages, some more adults yesterday layed hide and seek in the dark. Thats right hide and seek ....but in the dark, and pround of it to.
And i know what you might be thinking 'oh yeah it is nice now and then to re live childhood and play some games' excet this isnt once in a while for my retarded social group ...this my dears is a regualr occurance and i bloody love it that way .
So next time your feeling bored with your friends or you just feel like reliving the youthfull days ..dont just reminise and the dont do it...Play games be weird and have fun

Go crazy

9th of April 2012

Yay ,i realised that i had not yet turned over my calender to April so i did today and what picture do i get ... the Chrysler building ...at night :)  oo it makes me happy ...i really dont know why but that building really makes me smile. I have 2 pictures of it in my room and seeing it in real life did not dissapoint. Time for a nostalgic sigh i think ...haaaaa

So what have you been up to my beautys ? hmm ? well ill tell you what ive been up to ...
I know many of you have been wondering and have been on the edge of your seats to find out, and im here to tell you that ...I finnaly finished cleaning my room yayyyyyy, although i have people coming round on wednesday so it proberbly wont stay clean for long ..me and my friends like to get Dirtaaay ..like roll around in the mud, play hide and seek kinda dirty ..sorry to dissapoint :P
I also got some head shots taken this morning by my uncle so hopefully im now another step in the direction of getting somewhere with the old acting route.. just gotta start sending them out to agencies and ill be on my way
I think thats all i have to tell you today ...well that was short ...or do you guys prefer a quicky ? haha see there you go again, always with the dirty mind tut tut tut :P

Peace and love .... man that was cheesey

8th of April 2012

Okay so the other day i was out with my friends ( Sophie Brigden)  and we went to see said Hunger Games ...It wasnt bad but im in love with the book so it was never going to measure up ...Anyways im going of point. We went to dinner after and then i went back to my car to drive home, as you do. The car park ide parked in is usually your first 2 hours free which is pretty good, im impressed and goes up in price the longer your there as mmost car parks do ...However i did not realise that after four hours the price goes up to £10 ...can you belive that £10 whole pounds ..thats 2 hours worth of wages for me, and just my luck i happen to get to the ticket machine half and hour over the 4hr mark ....crap. Fortuantly, although unhappy about it i had just the right amount , a £10 pound note in my purse. So i bitterley go to insert the previously mnentioned £10 when i notice that the machine is out of order. ( heavy sigh)
So i go to the other ticket machine when i again try to to insert my note , however this time  the machine will only take coins ! Are you kidding me ..i only had a note and if i spent it to break it into change ide no longer had enough ...Bare in mind its getting quiet late and the boeling alley is the only thing left open. So i deside to phone my mother for help otherwise ide be stuck in this car park for the rest of my life ( a little dramatic i know but im a drama student so it comes with the package :) ) So as i get my phone i notice that i am not only almost out of credit but nearly out of battery ...you cant make this stuff up, so after making the speedyest phone call of my life my mother agrees to come to me with the coins. So after waiting for her to turn up or what seems like a life time she finnally arrives and tells me to get in my car and go home. Confused i ask why, i need the money.
Welll what i had failed to realise whilst i was busy stressing out is that after alll of this curfufell the car park only went and raised the barriers as it had gone past a certain time and i could have left all along ..... oh dear ....oh dear is all i have to say ...

one day ill look back on this and laugh but i hope it gave some of you a laugh right now :) xxxx

4th of April 2012

Procrastination ....im pretty sure thats what i should have been named
Procrastination by name, Procrastination by nature ...seriously ive been sat here for the past couple of hours telling my self i should do something as i do have a marginally long list of things i should be doing ..but instead i deside im going to sit there and hit the refresh button on Facebook for the next couple of hours. Tbh i say i deside to sit there on Facebook, but i dont....this is not a consiouse desision this is now just habit. Even now i could be doing something but no ..im wrting a blog instead ( although i do think this counts as something midley productive yay! ) 

Oh happy days ...does this mean that now i techniquly dont have to feel bad for doing nothing all day because i came and wrote a blog for all you wonderfull people to read ...by jove i think it does.Well all i can say is thank you my amazing readers for letting me get away with every teenagers favourite thing to do PROCRASTINATE !! ( oh dear i do hope i spelt that write ..take it as part of my charm if i didnt :p )

On another not im off to the docotrs in an hour and then to my first read through of a play im in ..oh how exciting :)  Yay more reasons to not feel guilty :P

Bye bye :) xx

2nd of April 2012

Dou know what i love, out of he blue plans like i had today. One of my best friends was like lets meet up i said okay and off we went for many an hour :P the best part was it was our first day off college today as its easter holidays and what did we do ??/ we went and sat outside college...i kid you not :P  we also got chatted up by a drunken man in his fourtys , so we changed our names to kelly and jo and told him we were in the middle of a private chat ....which was part true .. what we wanted for lunch was very personal :P ..I already know what im going to write about in my next blog post and thats creepy old men hitting on you. Why are you not doing it now i hear you think ?? Because i have to freaking much to say on the matter my deareys

toodle pip you wonderfull people :)