Well when your mother has to spend the night in hospital because of a suspected stroke dosnt that just change your whole out look on life.
Luckly after a Ct scan an MRI and an ultra sound on her neck it seems that a stroke has been ruled out... but the scary thing is, they dont have a clue whats wrong with her. She had symptoms of a stroke, slurred speach, heavy / numb arm and mouth and the scans showed scaring on the brain...phew didnt realise i wasnt over it yet. It has only been a week since it happened, i dunno. Sounds cheesey but when something threatens your world you go into high stress mode and even writing about it, is more difficult then i thought it would be. I could'nt be with out my mum and I'm sure many of you feel the same. I defiantly feel like a different person, i dont want to waste my life, i dont want my mum to take everything on. Time for me to step up really.Anyways her next appointment at the hospital is due soon, not sure what it for as they didnt say, in fact we had to get in contact with them even though we were promised a letter and what not ....okay off subject, im just really hoping they can tell us whats wrong cause something defiantly aint right.
Friday, 26 October 2012
Tuesday, 9 October 2012
9th of October 2012
Well for the second time in a row here comes a slightly different blog today.
More of a review.
Well the other day me and my lovely other half went to the cinema ( origonally to see sinister) but we ended up seeing Looper.
I was actually pretty pleased as i wanted to see that for a while. The main 2 actors in the film are Joseph Gorden-Levitt and Bruce willis, who can i say looks lot younger in this film then i have seem of him resently. They are both playing them same charecter just the past and future version. One thing I found strange about the film but did actually quiet enjoy was the fact that the past section of the film as set in 2044 which is obviosly in the futur so it was a nice take making the future basically the past. so with out giving to much away Gorden- levitts chatecter young Joe is an assinator of peope who are sent back from the future which is called being a Looper ( hense the name of the film) . With out giving too much away Loopers one day will be sent their future self to kill and will get a big pay off for doing so. Well you can imagine what it would be like if you were sent youself to kill and you knew it. You might struggel. So you can have a guess of how the film goes. Now there is a second storie line which comes into play in the film and this is where Emily Blunt come in, who I think plays a brilliant role and a truley beliveable charecter. I would say more about the second storie line but i feel that really would give too much away and ruin the film for you.
One thing that i did find dissapointing about the film was that I founs it to be a really predictable ending. Me and my other half both guessed it quiet quickly. However the storyline before, and acting from all actors far makes up for the predictable ending.
So overall i would deffinatly recomend this easy to follow film. If you like the style of films such as Inception, Shutter Island and In Time then you'll love this.
More of a review.
Well the other day me and my lovely other half went to the cinema ( origonally to see sinister) but we ended up seeing Looper.
I was actually pretty pleased as i wanted to see that for a while. The main 2 actors in the film are Joseph Gorden-Levitt and Bruce willis, who can i say looks lot younger in this film then i have seem of him resently. They are both playing them same charecter just the past and future version. One thing I found strange about the film but did actually quiet enjoy was the fact that the past section of the film as set in 2044 which is obviosly in the futur so it was a nice take making the future basically the past. so with out giving to much away Gorden- levitts chatecter young Joe is an assinator of peope who are sent back from the future which is called being a Looper ( hense the name of the film) . With out giving too much away Loopers one day will be sent their future self to kill and will get a big pay off for doing so. Well you can imagine what it would be like if you were sent youself to kill and you knew it. You might struggel. So you can have a guess of how the film goes. Now there is a second storie line which comes into play in the film and this is where Emily Blunt come in, who I think plays a brilliant role and a truley beliveable charecter. I would say more about the second storie line but i feel that really would give too much away and ruin the film for you.
One thing that i did find dissapointing about the film was that I founs it to be a really predictable ending. Me and my other half both guessed it quiet quickly. However the storyline before, and acting from all actors far makes up for the predictable ending.
So overall i would deffinatly recomend this easy to follow film. If you like the style of films such as Inception, Shutter Island and In Time then you'll love this.
Sunday, 7 October 2012
day in the life of a muffin (yeah you read right )
Its been a short life, but a sweet one.
Today i was taken from the warmth of my life giver and placed in this amaxing new world. Its a lot colder here but theres a lot more to see. Already i have been dressed up in a pretty pink hat with flowers and sparkels on top. i think its for some grand ceromy im attedngin as i often hear talk of a party. I hope the party is for me. Ive been spending a lot of time with all the other muffins. They have been dressed up too. At first i thought we were all the same but the strange creature put different coloured hats on their heads and now i think they are what they call my brothers. Later ill be placed on what i think is called a table to sit and be pretty with a lot of other pretty things. I think we are in competiton with eachother to be the best looking so im going to make sure i look my best. I seem to smell pretty good to as the creatures keep walking past me, smelling me and then letting out a low humming noise. This must be a good sign.
I must be off i can hear a lot of noise coming from the frount of the building. People seem to be very excited. Oh look there are some smaller creatures coming this way. They seems to be very exicted, oo im being picked up , this is my time to shine i think im going to be taken to the judging table ...oh wait. What are they doing... they are putting me in their mouth ..oh no .. no ..noooooooooooo
Well that was a little depressing
Poor little muffin. Remember this story folks next time your eating freshly baked muffins
Haha hope you all enjoyed this little storie xxx
Today i was taken from the warmth of my life giver and placed in this amaxing new world. Its a lot colder here but theres a lot more to see. Already i have been dressed up in a pretty pink hat with flowers and sparkels on top. i think its for some grand ceromy im attedngin as i often hear talk of a party. I hope the party is for me. Ive been spending a lot of time with all the other muffins. They have been dressed up too. At first i thought we were all the same but the strange creature put different coloured hats on their heads and now i think they are what they call my brothers. Later ill be placed on what i think is called a table to sit and be pretty with a lot of other pretty things. I think we are in competiton with eachother to be the best looking so im going to make sure i look my best. I seem to smell pretty good to as the creatures keep walking past me, smelling me and then letting out a low humming noise. This must be a good sign.
I must be off i can hear a lot of noise coming from the frount of the building. People seem to be very excited. Oh look there are some smaller creatures coming this way. They seems to be very exicted, oo im being picked up , this is my time to shine i think im going to be taken to the judging table ...oh wait. What are they doing... they are putting me in their mouth ..oh no .. no ..noooooooooooo
Well that was a little depressing
Poor little muffin. Remember this story folks next time your eating freshly baked muffins
Haha hope you all enjoyed this little storie xxx
Monday, 24 September 2012
24th of september 2012
IM BACK FROM THE LAND OF PYRAMIDS
well okay not that i went near any pyramids as i was staying a 6 hour bus journey away from ciaro ...but i did ride a camel so there :P
well as you know or would know if you read the previouse blog is that i intended to write a mini diary at the and of each day and then regale my tales to you.
I did not do this ...why i hear you asking ...because the days wernt that different from eachother. youde be reading pretty much the same thing again and again. Not to say i didnt have a good time, i had an amazing time but wether you guys would want to read it is another thing so instead here are a few bits and peices that i did.
First off as mentioned before ...i rod a CAMEL !! it was sooo cool. I loved it so scarey getting up and down though as your practically vertical but its still amazing ..would have been so dissapointed if i hadnt done that. It was awsome too as he got us to do all theese different poses on the camels for photos so it wasnt just the ride. Picture to be inserted below :P
I also ot to hold a burmise python and some turtles. Both were amazing experiances.
One of the best things of the holiday that sadly we left till the last day so only got to do it once but we went on an inflatable sofa that got pulled along by a speed boat . Man that was insanly awsome ! i would love to do it again .
So yeah my holiday to egypt was awsome, even if i did get a bit ill but hey i didnt let it ruin my fun. pool was amazing hotel was beautiful and i had great company. Cant wait till next holiday already. Hay we all need a break every now and then :)
Much love xxx
well okay not that i went near any pyramids as i was staying a 6 hour bus journey away from ciaro ...but i did ride a camel so there :P
well as you know or would know if you read the previouse blog is that i intended to write a mini diary at the and of each day and then regale my tales to you.
I did not do this ...why i hear you asking ...because the days wernt that different from eachother. youde be reading pretty much the same thing again and again. Not to say i didnt have a good time, i had an amazing time but wether you guys would want to read it is another thing so instead here are a few bits and peices that i did.
First off as mentioned before ...i rod a CAMEL !! it was sooo cool. I loved it so scarey getting up and down though as your practically vertical but its still amazing ..would have been so dissapointed if i hadnt done that. It was awsome too as he got us to do all theese different poses on the camels for photos so it wasnt just the ride. Picture to be inserted below :P
I also ot to hold a burmise python and some turtles. Both were amazing experiances.
One of the best things of the holiday that sadly we left till the last day so only got to do it once but we went on an inflatable sofa that got pulled along by a speed boat . Man that was insanly awsome ! i would love to do it again .
So yeah my holiday to egypt was awsome, even if i did get a bit ill but hey i didnt let it ruin my fun. pool was amazing hotel was beautiful and i had great company. Cant wait till next holiday already. Hay we all need a break every now and then :)
Thursday, 6 September 2012
7th of september 2012
Well havnt i been a naughty blogger. My apologies for the lack of bloggyness. But i have some exciting news today my fiends im of on holiday :D to the mighty land of egypt. I litterally cant wait. Being picked up in less than an hour :) so im thinking im going to write down my daily.blog posts in a small book, whilst im away. When i get back ill write them out one each day :) ooo im so excited. Also yay my boyfriend comes back from holiday late tonight which means only a week till i get to see him. Ive missed him so so much. How inconvenient that we both go on holiday consecutively. Anyways i best go get ready. See you sooooon arrfgh :D x
Sunday, 19 August 2012
19th of August 2012
Seeing old friends is brilliant. Last night I went to an old college friends birthday party last night and it was so nice to see him. It's really encouraged me to try and get in contact with old friends I haven't seen in a while. Re connecting with people really makes me happy. Brings you back to old times and gives you a great sence of nostalgia... So why don't you my lovely readers go and reconnect with some old friend and see what great memories you can bring back xxx
Sunday, 12 August 2012
12th of August
It's slowly dawning on my that I won't be going back to college in September. Oh dear I have to get a life. Acting is priority number one ! That's what I want to do and I'll be damned of I dont give it a good try. Step on head shots being done next week. Oh yesterday was very cool I was at work and I got recognised for the shakapears show I was in. See I'm already on my way :)
Much love xx
Much love xx
Monday, 6 August 2012
6th of August 2012
sigh of relife !
today was the fist day in a long time, week and a half i'de say where i've finnally had a day off.
Hallelujah :)
The other day me and Elliott went to lego land and i still had to work that day. ( in the evening, i dont work at legoland even though that would be awsome !!!!)
The worst thing is ive been working so much but it feels like i've been making no money, i supose going to legoland dosnt help me in this situation though really.
Legoland was awsome though :) how ever we did appear to be the only ones in the park our age to be with out children. A bit pedo but i still had a great day ( on the rides not looking at kids)
Also we went to se Ted the other day, now i knew that would enjoy it but not nearly as much as i did enjoy it. Im not kidding you it is sooo funny i would deffinatly recomend it. Kudos to Seth Mcfarland on that one. Has anyone noticed though how often Mila Kunis seems to be popping up in almost everyfilm. its like shes in bussiness with Starbucks. im not saying i dont like the women , cause i dont i think shes very funny. Just would be nice to see a change of face on the big screen.... like mine :) okay maybe its a bit of jelousy, man that girl has everything i want. Hmmmm step one become a huge movie star. Step 2 befriend Mila Kunis step 3 slowly convince her that a life of god is the life for her and drop her off a the convent..either that or just become lesbians with her. Okay i think shes now on my list of lesbian crushes.
Shheess man this is a very long blog with really no point to it. But hay you guys deserve it.
Oh btw getting my headshots done in 2 weeks, acting life here i come ( ill keep you guys posted)
oh btw .. again.. go a text from a firend yesterday...only going to bloody egypt in a months time. Holiday here come. ( im sorry bank account !! )
BYE :) xx
today was the fist day in a long time, week and a half i'de say where i've finnally had a day off.
Hallelujah :)
The other day me and Elliott went to lego land and i still had to work that day. ( in the evening, i dont work at legoland even though that would be awsome !!!!)
The worst thing is ive been working so much but it feels like i've been making no money, i supose going to legoland dosnt help me in this situation though really.
Legoland was awsome though :) how ever we did appear to be the only ones in the park our age to be with out children. A bit pedo but i still had a great day ( on the rides not looking at kids)
Also we went to se Ted the other day, now i knew that would enjoy it but not nearly as much as i did enjoy it. Im not kidding you it is sooo funny i would deffinatly recomend it. Kudos to Seth Mcfarland on that one. Has anyone noticed though how often Mila Kunis seems to be popping up in almost everyfilm. its like shes in bussiness with Starbucks. im not saying i dont like the women , cause i dont i think shes very funny. Just would be nice to see a change of face on the big screen.... like mine :) okay maybe its a bit of jelousy, man that girl has everything i want. Hmmmm step one become a huge movie star. Step 2 befriend Mila Kunis step 3 slowly convince her that a life of god is the life for her and drop her off a the convent..either that or just become lesbians with her. Okay i think shes now on my list of lesbian crushes.
Shheess man this is a very long blog with really no point to it. But hay you guys deserve it.
Oh btw getting my headshots done in 2 weeks, acting life here i come ( ill keep you guys posted)
oh btw .. again.. go a text from a firend yesterday...only going to bloody egypt in a months time. Holiday here come. ( im sorry bank account !! )
BYE :) xx
15th of July 2012
Well I guess this week was like the first official week of summer holidays. Although now I've left college it's just the start of life haha. Well this week has been entertaining. Sunday I quit my job. But I have 3 (now 2 ) jobs so it's okay. Monday night me and Elliott went to tesco and brought krispy kreems and Doritos. Tuesday I had a photo shoot to help with my friends art work and the to good old rehersals in the evening.Wednesday I was round Kieran's to practise songs for a gig at a party for a friend/ex teacher. Then went to see men in black 3 with Elliott mmmm :) spent the night round Elliott's as we were of to London the next day to see Derren brown with some college fiends. We had such a good time and the show was amazing !!!! Elliott even got to talk to Derren and his stomach touched the back of my head when he was trying to get to Elliott ( yeah I know it's sad that I'm excited about that but I don't care) then Friday it was back to Kieran's to practise some more songs, took elliott to on a drive in the evening in which we ended up at tescos yet again and then he stayed the night at mine mmm i love spending the night with my man :)
Wow I've had a busy week
Saturday I worked all day till 5 and then I went to that party I previously mentioned and had an amazing time. Elliott mini and Keiran were there and so was Elliott's family so it was nice to spend time with them all. And today I had a tech rehearsal for shows all next week.
Phew that was a long and busy week but I have to say I prefer being busy. Doing nothing bores me beyond belief. Off to read now cause I'm cool :)
Wow I've had a busy week
Saturday I worked all day till 5 and then I went to that party I previously mentioned and had an amazing time. Elliott mini and Keiran were there and so was Elliott's family so it was nice to spend time with them all. And today I had a tech rehearsal for shows all next week.
Phew that was a long and busy week but I have to say I prefer being busy. Doing nothing bores me beyond belief. Off to read now cause I'm cool :)
Friday, 20 July 2012
21st of July 2012
Well show week has started and I'm actually already half way through with only 3 (and a half) shows left. Tell you what though learning lines is hard enough without them being Shakespeare. There hasn't been a night yet where I've got through the show perfectly and our show is a light hearted comedy. A panto version of Shakespeare if you will. Remind me never to do a proper serious Shakespeare show. Don't think my nerves could handle it. Tbh it is a very funny show and in very proud of it. I've met some great people and learnt more about 'the industry' hopefully meaning I can get into some more shows and you'll be herring more about the glamorous life of an actor from a not so glamorous girl :)
Much love xxxx
Much love xxxx
Friday, 6 July 2012
6th of July 2012
Oh blog I'm sorry I've neglected you.
Well let me tell you some things.
I officially left college forever. We celebrated by going to see 2 west end shows (wicked and women in black ) and had dinner at planet Hollywood. Not gunna lie I'm starting to panic. Im honestly worried life is never going to be as fun as it has been these last 2 years. I'm also really worried that I'm not gunna get anywhere in life. Hmmm I guess I'll just have to rise things out and see where they take me. I suppose worrying has no benefits
Xx
Well let me tell you some things.
I officially left college forever. We celebrated by going to see 2 west end shows (wicked and women in black ) and had dinner at planet Hollywood. Not gunna lie I'm starting to panic. Im honestly worried life is never going to be as fun as it has been these last 2 years. I'm also really worried that I'm not gunna get anywhere in life. Hmmm I guess I'll just have to rise things out and see where they take me. I suppose worrying has no benefits
Xx
Monday, 25 June 2012
25th of June 2012
Well my friends. I made it and I'm still alive, I have arrived at 20 . As weird as it sounds I actually do feel older. I know that's weird but it's true. I think I look a little different too. Hmm maybe that's just me. So what did I get for my birthday guys ? Well I was very spoilt this year I got a blue ukulele that I named betsy :) I love it Soo much. I also got an epilator which is sparkely so ripping your hair out is a little more glamourous. I got a shit ton of chocolate and a giant cookie ad some shoes and nail varnish. And lots more tbh but my main present was a car :) my mum and my gran came together to buy me a car and pay for my insurance. I am solo lucky I never expected anything like that and I really needed it as well since my old car had to be scraped :( so I have a new fiat punto called kermit.
I am a very lucky and loved girl :)
I am a very lucky and loved girl :)
Monday, 18 June 2012
18th of June 2012
I swear this blog is turning into the bloody bus diarys. So my bus story of the day... I'm sitting on the bus waiting for the appropriate moment to ding my bell and when that time comes I ding it and the light comes on. So I see the stop coming up and obviously because the light has come on the bus driver is gunna stop.
Well not this time.
Instead the bus driver just carried on driving! So I ding the bell again and call excuse me down the bus. So he pulls over about a meter away from the actual bus stop and opens the door.?now I understand, everyone makes mistakes he could have just forgotten but this dickhead dicides as I'm getting off the bus to start having a go at me. Him having a go at me for his mistake. I couldn't understand everything he was saying cause he was mumbling but I could understand enough to realise that he was blaming me and proper having a go at me. Well I wasn't going to stand for that. So I end up having this massive shouting matching with the bus driver which results in me saying some very cool closing statement
(I can't remember cause I was too rage full ) and storming of the bus.
Well readers that's one heck of a way to start the day... Man I hate the bus
Well not this time.
Instead the bus driver just carried on driving! So I ding the bell again and call excuse me down the bus. So he pulls over about a meter away from the actual bus stop and opens the door.?now I understand, everyone makes mistakes he could have just forgotten but this dickhead dicides as I'm getting off the bus to start having a go at me. Him having a go at me for his mistake. I couldn't understand everything he was saying cause he was mumbling but I could understand enough to realise that he was blaming me and proper having a go at me. Well I wasn't going to stand for that. So I end up having this massive shouting matching with the bus driver which results in me saying some very cool closing statement
(I can't remember cause I was too rage full ) and storming of the bus.
Well readers that's one heck of a way to start the day... Man I hate the bus
Friday, 15 June 2012
16th June 2012
So it's the final count down. One week until I turn 20. Waaaaaa. Tbh the main thing that's bothering me about turning 20 Is feeling like I haven't accomplish things and I'm not where I wanted to be. I wanted to be so much further a head in life and I wanted to better myself. Has it happened? No. I know you might be thinking well get off your arse and do something about it... Well I have been trying but it's difficult once your set in your ways. Well I guess I'll just have to keep on trying .
X
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Sunday, 10 June 2012
11th of June 2012
Well bloggers
Half term week is over and Monday's arrived promising good things for the week. Well half term had a few eventfull things going on. The worst of it being that my car broke down at the side of the road when it was full of people. Hence why I left my house in the pouring rain at 6:45 to come and sit at the bus stop. I mean come on its June, I shouldn't been sat here with soaking feet being able to see my breath every time I exhale.
Tbh I can cope with the rain it's just the bus I hate. Don't get me wrong I'm not complaining about public transport cause I love taking the train. It's just the bus cost so much money is always dirty and crowded and is never on time. Speaking of the bus not being on time ... The bus is late ...fml
Why did you have to break down car, why !!!!!!!!
Half term week is over and Monday's arrived promising good things for the week. Well half term had a few eventfull things going on. The worst of it being that my car broke down at the side of the road when it was full of people. Hence why I left my house in the pouring rain at 6:45 to come and sit at the bus stop. I mean come on its June, I shouldn't been sat here with soaking feet being able to see my breath every time I exhale.
Tbh I can cope with the rain it's just the bus I hate. Don't get me wrong I'm not complaining about public transport cause I love taking the train. It's just the bus cost so much money is always dirty and crowded and is never on time. Speaking of the bus not being on time ... The bus is late ...fml
Why did you have to break down car, why !!!!!!!!
Thursday, 7 June 2012
7th of June 2012
So you know that saying, when man makes plans god laughs. Well yeah I've really related with that saying this week. Everything I had planned this week has been, not spoiled but, just not gone the way Ide antisapted or planned. And the worst thing is yesterday on the way home from Bournemouth my car broke down. It didn't complain or make any noise that would have concerned me, it just broke down. Thank god I had Elliott with me or I would have been stuck at the side of the road by my self for a couple of hours. Lisa and Jamie were there too but they got collected.
Not gunna lie, I didn't really think about how much independence my car gave me unroll she was taken away. Oh god I hope she can be fixed.
I'll get back to you on it xxx
Not gunna lie, I didn't really think about how much independence my car gave me unroll she was taken away. Oh god I hope she can be fixed.
I'll get back to you on it xxx
Sunday, 3 June 2012
3rd of June 2012
Happy jubilee :)
Golly gosh how has it got to June already ? Infact how have we got to the next jubilee already. I say that because 10 years ago I was the carnival princess for my village and it was the jubilee year. Anyways I'm going to try and blog more often because tbh I have been neglecting my blog.
I'm sorry blog take me back.
But yeah it's my birthday soon and I'm getting really scared at how quick time seems to be flying by so my brother suggested I blog more so I can keep up with what I've done.
So after the worlds longest into heres my thoughts of the day.
I was at work today at the cafe and it was soo dead which is very unusual. So me and my brother got out of work early and took my gran to lunch at the carvers :) yumm
Anyways me and some wonderful people are off to the beach on Wednesday. Well tbh it's half term this week so I'm going to have lots to blog about :)
I'll get back to you tomorrow
Xxxx
Golly gosh how has it got to June already ? Infact how have we got to the next jubilee already. I say that because 10 years ago I was the carnival princess for my village and it was the jubilee year. Anyways I'm going to try and blog more often because tbh I have been neglecting my blog.
I'm sorry blog take me back.
But yeah it's my birthday soon and I'm getting really scared at how quick time seems to be flying by so my brother suggested I blog more so I can keep up with what I've done.
So after the worlds longest into heres my thoughts of the day.
I was at work today at the cafe and it was soo dead which is very unusual. So me and my brother got out of work early and took my gran to lunch at the carvers :) yumm
Anyways me and some wonderful people are off to the beach on Wednesday. Well tbh it's half term this week so I'm going to have lots to blog about :)
I'll get back to you tomorrow
Xxxx
Friday, 25 May 2012
25th of may 2012
Well just heading off to work but I wanted to write you lot a quick blog for your enjoyment, so it's finaly been sunny in the good old south of England, hoozar. I've always noticed that the sun really does put the public In a great mood. Unfortunately I'm working all weekend but make sure you lot get out in the sunshine and do stuff on my behalf :) anyways best dash xxxxx
Thursday, 17 May 2012
17th of may 2012
Hello all you wonderfull readers
So yesterday my friend Lisa came over so I could paint her nails. We did a few designs and the settled on a sunset design . Anyways today I thought Ide post a few pictures of my nail art and in another post I'll show you even more so here we are
So yesterday my friend Lisa came over so I could paint her nails. We did a few designs and the settled on a sunset design . Anyways today I thought Ide post a few pictures of my nail art and in another post I'll show you even more so here we are
Tuesday, 15 May 2012
15th of may 2012
YAYAYAYAYAYAYA
i thought ide lost my blog but i havnt.
This is why i havnt blogged in sooo long but i tell you what readers i really have missed it and have been craving a good blog. So be expecting lots of blogs.
So whats new since ive been gone, well i have a new job as a bar maid, got a new phone the iphone 3gs and i have to say im absolutly in love with it and im seeing someone new too so i am a very happy lady.
Right im meant to be doing some work so i bets gor do that but expect lots of new thoughts :)
bye bye xxx
i thought ide lost my blog but i havnt.
This is why i havnt blogged in sooo long but i tell you what readers i really have missed it and have been craving a good blog. So be expecting lots of blogs.
So whats new since ive been gone, well i have a new job as a bar maid, got a new phone the iphone 3gs and i have to say im absolutly in love with it and im seeing someone new too so i am a very happy lady.
Right im meant to be doing some work so i bets gor do that but expect lots of new thoughts :)
bye bye xxx
Saturday, 21 April 2012
21st of April 2012
Well ive been a little blogging slacker havnt I. Tut tut tut, slap on the wrist for me
Well i want to talk about 2 things today, The first is
The other day me and my beautiful friends went up to London to go do some extra work. It was for and independant movie where we all played strippers :P ( I never know if i can mention the names of films, ill tell you when it comes out :) ) so yes we went to a strip club in hammersmith and were strippers for the day and anyne who kows me knows how much of a big step this was for me. Im not really the type of person to get all sexed up and strut around all sexy and whatever, ide much rather be the silly funny one. Being sexy makes me uncomfortable, bodie issues or whatever .. anyways i desided that if i was really seriouse about making it as an actor then one day ide have to get my kit off so i thought whens a better time then now, when im with eople i love wh will suport me. so i did it, i went to that strip club and got filmed in my underwear.
Im not going to lie it was a completely nerve wrecking exeriance but it was also completely enpowering. I was incredibly lucky that not only was i with my best friends but the women who asked us to be there was an ex teching assistant so she really looked after us and the directer was incredibly nice and just want to make us comfrtable and make sure we all had a great time whilst getting the best from us. On this occasion takeing a chance really worked for me and im going to be able to get the fotage for my show reel :)
The other thing i want to talk to you about is soomething completly unrelated and quiet sad ( well to me) if you wish to stop reading now.
On friday My cat died. I know you may read this and be a little flippent about it like 'oh it was just a cat nothing to major' and i wouldnt blame you but i have to say im incredibly sad about it. Its going to get more sappy so if your not into this sorta thing i really dont blame you to stop reading and wait for a funny blog
His name wsa Pebbles and we had, had him for 17 years he was older then my brother. If im honest with my self we all knew it was coming, he wasnt right for the past couple of month and he was really starting to get ill. My mum said she would have taken him to the vet to get him ut down so that he wasnt suffering so much but she didnt because she could feel he was really trying to be around and he had a strength in him that she couldnt take away. Im really struggeling to write this because i know people wont want to read this and because i think im okay and then im not but i feel i really need to write this not only for me but to help me feel like ive honored his memorie. Yes he was just a cat but he was a cat that was there for most of my life and when you loose omething thats been there for so long it becomes hard to re agust. He was a great cat, annoying at times like all pets are but i loved having him. He was affectionate, suprising, strong and i will miss him very very much. R.I.P Pebbles
Well i want to talk about 2 things today, The first is
The other day me and my beautiful friends went up to London to go do some extra work. It was for and independant movie where we all played strippers :P ( I never know if i can mention the names of films, ill tell you when it comes out :) ) so yes we went to a strip club in hammersmith and were strippers for the day and anyne who kows me knows how much of a big step this was for me. Im not really the type of person to get all sexed up and strut around all sexy and whatever, ide much rather be the silly funny one. Being sexy makes me uncomfortable, bodie issues or whatever .. anyways i desided that if i was really seriouse about making it as an actor then one day ide have to get my kit off so i thought whens a better time then now, when im with eople i love wh will suport me. so i did it, i went to that strip club and got filmed in my underwear.
Im not going to lie it was a completely nerve wrecking exeriance but it was also completely enpowering. I was incredibly lucky that not only was i with my best friends but the women who asked us to be there was an ex teching assistant so she really looked after us and the directer was incredibly nice and just want to make us comfrtable and make sure we all had a great time whilst getting the best from us. On this occasion takeing a chance really worked for me and im going to be able to get the fotage for my show reel :)
The other thing i want to talk to you about is soomething completly unrelated and quiet sad ( well to me) if you wish to stop reading now.
On friday My cat died. I know you may read this and be a little flippent about it like 'oh it was just a cat nothing to major' and i wouldnt blame you but i have to say im incredibly sad about it. Its going to get more sappy so if your not into this sorta thing i really dont blame you to stop reading and wait for a funny blog
His name wsa Pebbles and we had, had him for 17 years he was older then my brother. If im honest with my self we all knew it was coming, he wasnt right for the past couple of month and he was really starting to get ill. My mum said she would have taken him to the vet to get him ut down so that he wasnt suffering so much but she didnt because she could feel he was really trying to be around and he had a strength in him that she couldnt take away. Im really struggeling to write this because i know people wont want to read this and because i think im okay and then im not but i feel i really need to write this not only for me but to help me feel like ive honored his memorie. Yes he was just a cat but he was a cat that was there for most of my life and when you loose omething thats been there for so long it becomes hard to re agust. He was a great cat, annoying at times like all pets are but i loved having him. He was affectionate, suprising, strong and i will miss him very very much. R.I.P Pebbles
Thursday, 12 April 2012
12 of April 2012
You know when people say ' ahh to be 16 again' and they get all nostalgic and maybe a little depressed .... well the saying umong my friends id ' ahh to be 5 again' and we dont then get depressed. We do something about it.
And what am i talking about my fine readers .. the fact that 11 teenages, some more adults yesterday layed hide and seek in the dark. Thats right hide and seek ....but in the dark, and pround of it to.
And i know what you might be thinking 'oh yeah it is nice now and then to re live childhood and play some games' excet this isnt once in a while for my retarded social group ...this my dears is a regualr occurance and i bloody love it that way .
So next time your feeling bored with your friends or you just feel like reliving the youthfull days ..dont just reminise and the dont do it...Play games be weird and have fun
Go crazy
And what am i talking about my fine readers .. the fact that 11 teenages, some more adults yesterday layed hide and seek in the dark. Thats right hide and seek ....but in the dark, and pround of it to.
And i know what you might be thinking 'oh yeah it is nice now and then to re live childhood and play some games' excet this isnt once in a while for my retarded social group ...this my dears is a regualr occurance and i bloody love it that way .
So next time your feeling bored with your friends or you just feel like reliving the youthfull days ..dont just reminise and the dont do it...Play games be weird and have fun
Go crazy
Monday, 9 April 2012
9th of April 2012
Yay ,i realised that i had not yet turned over my calender to April so i did today and what picture do i get ... the Chrysler building ...at night :) oo it makes me happy ...i really dont know why but that building really makes me smile. I have 2 pictures of it in my room and seeing it in real life did not dissapoint. Time for a nostalgic sigh i think ...haaaaa
So what have you been up to my beautys ? hmm ? well ill tell you what ive been up to ...
I know many of you have been wondering and have been on the edge of your seats to find out, and im here to tell you that ...I finnaly finished cleaning my room yayyyyyy, although i have people coming round on wednesday so it proberbly wont stay clean for long ..me and my friends like to get Dirtaaay ..like roll around in the mud, play hide and seek kinda dirty ..sorry to dissapoint :P
I also got some head shots taken this morning by my uncle so hopefully im now another step in the direction of getting somewhere with the old acting route.. just gotta start sending them out to agencies and ill be on my way
I think thats all i have to tell you today ...well that was short ...or do you guys prefer a quicky ? haha see there you go again, always with the dirty mind tut tut tut :P
Peace and love .... man that was cheesey
So what have you been up to my beautys ? hmm ? well ill tell you what ive been up to ...
I know many of you have been wondering and have been on the edge of your seats to find out, and im here to tell you that ...I finnaly finished cleaning my room yayyyyyy, although i have people coming round on wednesday so it proberbly wont stay clean for long ..me and my friends like to get Dirtaaay ..like roll around in the mud, play hide and seek kinda dirty ..sorry to dissapoint :P
I also got some head shots taken this morning by my uncle so hopefully im now another step in the direction of getting somewhere with the old acting route.. just gotta start sending them out to agencies and ill be on my way
I think thats all i have to tell you today ...well that was short ...or do you guys prefer a quicky ? haha see there you go again, always with the dirty mind tut tut tut :P
Peace and love .... man that was cheesey
Sunday, 8 April 2012
8th of April 2012
Okay so the other day i was out with my friends ( Sophie Brigden) and we went to see said Hunger Games ...It wasnt bad but im in love with the book so it was never going to measure up ...Anyways im going of point. We went to dinner after and then i went back to my car to drive home, as you do. The car park ide parked in is usually your first 2 hours free which is pretty good, im impressed and goes up in price the longer your there as mmost car parks do ...However i did not realise that after four hours the price goes up to £10 ...can you belive that £10 whole pounds ..thats 2 hours worth of wages for me, and just my luck i happen to get to the ticket machine half and hour over the 4hr mark ....crap. Fortuantly, although unhappy about it i had just the right amount , a £10 pound note in my purse. So i bitterley go to insert the previously mnentioned £10 when i notice that the machine is out of order. ( heavy sigh)
So i go to the other ticket machine when i again try to to insert my note , however this time the machine will only take coins ! Are you kidding me ..i only had a note and if i spent it to break it into change ide no longer had enough ...Bare in mind its getting quiet late and the boeling alley is the only thing left open. So i deside to phone my mother for help otherwise ide be stuck in this car park for the rest of my life ( a little dramatic i know but im a drama student so it comes with the package :) ) So as i get my phone i notice that i am not only almost out of credit but nearly out of battery ...you cant make this stuff up, so after making the speedyest phone call of my life my mother agrees to come to me with the coins. So after waiting for her to turn up or what seems like a life time she finnally arrives and tells me to get in my car and go home. Confused i ask why, i need the money.
Welll what i had failed to realise whilst i was busy stressing out is that after alll of this curfufell the car park only went and raised the barriers as it had gone past a certain time and i could have left all along ..... oh dear ....oh dear is all i have to say ...
one day ill look back on this and laugh but i hope it gave some of you a laugh right now :) xxxx
So i go to the other ticket machine when i again try to to insert my note , however this time the machine will only take coins ! Are you kidding me ..i only had a note and if i spent it to break it into change ide no longer had enough ...Bare in mind its getting quiet late and the boeling alley is the only thing left open. So i deside to phone my mother for help otherwise ide be stuck in this car park for the rest of my life ( a little dramatic i know but im a drama student so it comes with the package :) ) So as i get my phone i notice that i am not only almost out of credit but nearly out of battery ...you cant make this stuff up, so after making the speedyest phone call of my life my mother agrees to come to me with the coins. So after waiting for her to turn up or what seems like a life time she finnally arrives and tells me to get in my car and go home. Confused i ask why, i need the money.
Welll what i had failed to realise whilst i was busy stressing out is that after alll of this curfufell the car park only went and raised the barriers as it had gone past a certain time and i could have left all along ..... oh dear ....oh dear is all i have to say ...
one day ill look back on this and laugh but i hope it gave some of you a laugh right now :) xxxx
Wednesday, 4 April 2012
4th of April 2012
Procrastination ....im pretty sure thats what i should have been named
Procrastination by name, Procrastination by nature ...seriously ive been sat here for the past couple of hours telling my self i should do something as i do have a marginally long list of things i should be doing ..but instead i deside im going to sit there and hit the refresh button on Facebook for the next couple of hours. Tbh i say i deside to sit there on Facebook, but i dont....this is not a consiouse desision this is now just habit. Even now i could be doing something but no ..im wrting a blog instead ( although i do think this counts as something midley productive yay! )
Oh happy days ...does this mean that now i techniquly dont have to feel bad for doing nothing all day because i came and wrote a blog for all you wonderfull people to read ...by jove i think it does.Well all i can say is thank you my amazing readers for letting me get away with every teenagers favourite thing to do PROCRASTINATE !! ( oh dear i do hope i spelt that write ..take it as part of my charm if i didnt :p )
On another not im off to the docotrs in an hour and then to my first read through of a play im in ..oh how exciting :) Yay more reasons to not feel guilty :P
Bye bye :) xx
Procrastination by name, Procrastination by nature ...seriously ive been sat here for the past couple of hours telling my self i should do something as i do have a marginally long list of things i should be doing ..but instead i deside im going to sit there and hit the refresh button on Facebook for the next couple of hours. Tbh i say i deside to sit there on Facebook, but i dont....this is not a consiouse desision this is now just habit. Even now i could be doing something but no ..im wrting a blog instead ( although i do think this counts as something midley productive yay! )
Oh happy days ...does this mean that now i techniquly dont have to feel bad for doing nothing all day because i came and wrote a blog for all you wonderfull people to read ...by jove i think it does.Well all i can say is thank you my amazing readers for letting me get away with every teenagers favourite thing to do PROCRASTINATE !! ( oh dear i do hope i spelt that write ..take it as part of my charm if i didnt :p )
On another not im off to the docotrs in an hour and then to my first read through of a play im in ..oh how exciting :) Yay more reasons to not feel guilty :P
Bye bye :) xx
Monday, 2 April 2012
2nd of April 2012
Dou know what i love, out of he blue plans like i had today. One of my best friends was like lets meet up i said okay and off we went for many an hour :P the best part was it was our first day off college today as its easter holidays and what did we do ??/ we went and sat outside college...i kid you not :P we also got chatted up by a drunken man in his fourtys , so we changed our names to kelly and jo and told him we were in the middle of a private chat ....which was part true .. what we wanted for lunch was very personal :P ..I already know what im going to write about in my next blog post and thats creepy old men hitting on you. Why are you not doing it now i hear you think ?? Because i have to freaking much to say on the matter my deareys
toodle pip you wonderfull people :)
toodle pip you wonderfull people :)
Friday, 23 March 2012
23 of march 2012
hello all my glittery cookie puppies :) anyone who watches Jenna marbles on you tube gets this refrance
oooo you'll never guess what ive gonne and done ?? only booked bloody Derren Brown tickets with 5 of my friends ....ooo im so freaking excited :) litterally wanted to see him live since i first saw him on Tv. eekkkkkkkk
I wish he could hypnotise me but i just dont think my mind would let me ...ive seen hypno shows before and they did the trick where you hands should glue togther but no matter how much i wanted them to they just wouldnt glue togther even though other peoples were. Never mind.. even if i dont get hynotised i know its still going to be an amazing eveing :D xxxx
oooo you'll never guess what ive gonne and done ?? only booked bloody Derren Brown tickets with 5 of my friends ....ooo im so freaking excited :) litterally wanted to see him live since i first saw him on Tv. eekkkkkkkk
I wish he could hypnotise me but i just dont think my mind would let me ...ive seen hypno shows before and they did the trick where you hands should glue togther but no matter how much i wanted them to they just wouldnt glue togther even though other peoples were. Never mind.. even if i dont get hynotised i know its still going to be an amazing eveing :D xxxx
Friday, 16 March 2012
16th of March 2012
Okay typing with new fake nails is not the easyest thing i have discovered.... i will provail :P
So as i mentioned me ad some of my wonderfful friends went and got our nails done today :) i didnt really like them at first but now ive had a proper look at them they have grown on me :)
ive been a bit down of resent for persona reasons so im very lucky to have supportive people in my life and ill always try and remember that... so lets talk about something fun.
Oooh im doing a cover of Lego house by Ed Sheera at college as we have a variety show going on soon and we need a solo peice. How ever my friend has offered to play guitar for me whilst i sing. He's a lot better with music then i am so he has helped me to reargange it so its a bit different.
Tbh im really liking how it sounds so i may post a video of it on you tube and see what people think
Anyways my fluffy poptart kittens im off to ...procrastinate :) xxx
So as i mentioned me ad some of my wonderfful friends went and got our nails done today :) i didnt really like them at first but now ive had a proper look at them they have grown on me :)
ive been a bit down of resent for persona reasons so im very lucky to have supportive people in my life and ill always try and remember that... so lets talk about something fun.
Oooh im doing a cover of Lego house by Ed Sheera at college as we have a variety show going on soon and we need a solo peice. How ever my friend has offered to play guitar for me whilst i sing. He's a lot better with music then i am so he has helped me to reargange it so its a bit different.
Tbh im really liking how it sounds so i may post a video of it on you tube and see what people think
Anyways my fluffy poptart kittens im off to ...procrastinate :) xxx
Monday, 12 March 2012
12th of March 2012
So my dearest readers today in college we desided to do the cinamon challenge ( i realise how bad my spelling is ) I have to say i didnt do it because i didnt have a drink but, i do wish to do it so tommorow i will be taking the cin .. cinn ..oh you mnow what i mean , into to college and i will try this !!!! hoozzaarr :P
Also i got a role in 'alls well that end well' at south hill park playing Helena. WOOO yeah im a little pleased :) and im doing the show with one of my closest friends so that makes it all the better :) right time to have a shower cause i am covered in BBQ sauce. Dont ask.... NIGHT :) xxxxx
Also i got a role in 'alls well that end well' at south hill park playing Helena. WOOO yeah im a little pleased :) and im doing the show with one of my closest friends so that makes it all the better :) right time to have a shower cause i am covered in BBQ sauce. Dont ask.... NIGHT :) xxxxx
Sunday, 11 March 2012
11th of March 2012
So the sun is out today and even though i had to go to work, its put me in a good mood. So today i thought ide blog about all the things that make me happy .. so here we go
Sunshine. College retards ( aka, friends) Family. The boyfriend. Disney. Magic. Food. Stars. Gentle breezes on a warm day. Smell of petrol. Feathers. Traveling. Eating out. Sparkles. Thoughtfulness ( if thats a word) Pampering. Nickelback . Paramore . Supernatural . Desperate housewifes . The walking dead . Dancing . Singing . Being on stage . Laughing . Moulin Rouge . Jensen Ackels. The sound of rain . Suprises . Comfotableness . Loosing weight . Bass . Gatherings . Cats . Birthdays . Winning . Masquerade . Pictures . New york . Paris . Learning . Plans . Dressing gowns , Hair dryers :P Being warm . Hugs . Debates ( not arguments) Curley stairs . Nail varnish . Muffins . The 10th kingdom . Anything whymsical . Books . The new Cartier advert
Thats all i can think of right now but im sure there are lots more.. Heres a few images that make me happy
ta ta for now xxx
Sunshine. College retards ( aka, friends) Family. The boyfriend. Disney. Magic. Food. Stars. Gentle breezes on a warm day. Smell of petrol. Feathers. Traveling. Eating out. Sparkles. Thoughtfulness ( if thats a word) Pampering. Nickelback . Paramore . Supernatural . Desperate housewifes . The walking dead . Dancing . Singing . Being on stage . Laughing . Moulin Rouge . Jensen Ackels. The sound of rain . Suprises . Comfotableness . Loosing weight . Bass . Gatherings . Cats . Birthdays . Winning . Masquerade . Pictures . New york . Paris . Learning . Plans . Dressing gowns , Hair dryers :P Being warm . Hugs . Debates ( not arguments) Curley stairs . Nail varnish . Muffins . The 10th kingdom . Anything whymsical . Books . The new Cartier advert
Thats all i can think of right now but im sure there are lots more.. Heres a few images that make me happy
Saturday, 10 March 2012
10th of march 2012
well what to blog about today i hear you ask.... well i dont know :P im watching jonathon ross right now ... i love that man. he's one of my favourite interviewers.
Anyways moving onto to something more interesting do you know what ive realised. Im really emotional....i wonder if its because im a girl or if its because im me. Like seriously ill cry if im too happy, i think i just get too over whelemed with emotion and the only way to deal with it is to cry. Bad times for me. Does anyone eles find this ??
Anyways today i handed out some CVs. On the prowl for a new job...think i got some strong leads :) ill keep you updated :)
Anyways moving onto to something more interesting do you know what ive realised. Im really emotional....i wonder if its because im a girl or if its because im me. Like seriously ill cry if im too happy, i think i just get too over whelemed with emotion and the only way to deal with it is to cry. Bad times for me. Does anyone eles find this ??
Anyways today i handed out some CVs. On the prowl for a new job...think i got some strong leads :) ill keep you updated :)
Thursday, 8 March 2012
8th of March 2012
Wow.
So today me and my beautiful friends went to get a quote on a holiday thinking we'de only have to spend around £350.... i turns out the lowest they can go is £548 for them time of year we want to go in bad bad times. No idea in hell where im going to get this money from but ill make it happen. No seriously im going :)
In other news... WE WON THE QUIZ now in the semi finals. Also it turns out that my free view wasnt being retarded in playing no sounds for 3 days .... i just had the mute button on .. woops :P xxx
So today me and my beautiful friends went to get a quote on a holiday thinking we'de only have to spend around £350.... i turns out the lowest they can go is £548 for them time of year we want to go in bad bad times. No idea in hell where im going to get this money from but ill make it happen. No seriously im going :)
In other news... WE WON THE QUIZ now in the semi finals. Also it turns out that my free view wasnt being retarded in playing no sounds for 3 days .... i just had the mute button on .. woops :P xxx
Wednesday, 7 March 2012
7th of March 2012
After reading my friends blog ( justa girlie named sophie) i desided i too was going to do the 100 facts about me :)
so here we go
1) I love Italian food
2) I'm very inconsistant
3) I cant spell very well
4) I am scared of things but dont have a phobia
5) I was an extra in the 'Inbetweeners Movie'
6) I want to be a comedic actor, aka. Anna ferris
7) When i was younger i wanted my name to be Emma, now i love my name.
8) My favourite colour is turqouise
9) I am incredibily loyal
10) I have double jointed fingers
11) I've walked on he great wall of china
12) I have been to the top of the Empire State Building
13) I love going to college and dont look foward to the weekend
14) Im 5ft 6inch
15) I think Jensen Ackels from 'Supernatural' is one of the most beautiful/ sexy men alive
16) I took my A Level english lit exam with out reading the book and got a C :)
17) I am a waitress
18) I love doing nail art and if i dont make it as an actress ill be a nail tech
19) I am really insecure about most things
20) I spend most of my money on food
21) I belived in reincarnation before i knew it was a buddist belife
22)This is my favourtie number
23) I have 2 middle names
24) I love history
25) I love beautiful Buildings and often visit places like palaces
26) Muffin is mine and my mums nick name for eachother
27) My parents divorces when i was in year 7
28) I think people with ginger hair are hot
29) I dont like ' South Park'
30) My life motto is ' Everything is going to be okay' because eventually everything is...
31) but i still always worry about everything
32) I hate recreational drugs
33) I also hate smoking
34) Im very sentimental
35) My guilty pleasure is Britney Spears
36) Ide love to be a Man for a week
37) Ide rather be obese than anorexic
38) If i like something i get obsessed with it
39) I dont want children
40) I still sleep with a teddy
41 ) I love being weird
42) I dont like the small of flowers
43) I have a bad memorie
44) I have a fear of being left behind
45) i dont know what Craigs list is
46) Anything that sparkels attracts me
47) I love men with nice arms
48) I react more to peoples tone fo voice rather than what they are saying
49) Ive never moved house
50) My two favourite bands are Nickelback and Paramore
51) Pregnant people freak me out
52) I love grey clothing
53) I dispise cooking
54) I have bohemian clothing style
55) I work best at night
56) When i was younger i got a ball baring stuck up my nose
57) I cry a lot
58) I hate crying i think it makes me look like a fool and weak
59) I find it very difficult for one person to know everything about me
60) I trust someone completly untill they give me reason not to
61) I cant stand awkward silences
62) Technology frustrates me
63) When people first meet me they think im always happy but my true friends know i have a fiesty side
64) Although i dont like change i can adapt to it qucikly
65) I love to make people laugh
66) I am an older sibling
67) I prefer house partys over clubbing
68) My feet are always freezing
69) I love men in suits
70) I dont get endorfins from excersize
71) I like to run up the down esculater
72) I love doing things people dont expect from me
73) I like suprises but i always find them out
74) People with talent turn me on
75) For some reason ive found that im more hostile toward people i dont know, with curley hair ..i really dont know why
76) I know i meant for something big
77) I never butch about people for no reason. Its always because they have pissed me off
78) When i was a child i used to panick that becuase i was a cancarian star sing i would get cancer
79) One day i feel im going to be friends with Cheryl Cole ..i just have a feeling
80) I have a strong passion for Disney
81) i worried that im struggeling to think of 100 things about myself
82) I refuse to think Jonny depp is hot because my mum love him and it would be weird
83) Sheldon Copper is one of my favourtie Tv charecters
84) Generally i dont wear make up
85) I hate depending on others
86) i love driving
87) I wish i was born in the 60's or 70's so i could enjoy the 80's
88) I love to be near the ocean
89) If i dont like the taste of something i physicall cannot force myself to eat it like most people can. Bad times when you go round someones house for dinner
90) I didnt get a best friend until i was 19
91) I have sensative skin
92) I dont liek falseness and can usually sence when people are bullshitting me
93) I drunk tea instead of coffee because i dont want to breath coffee breath into peopls faces.
94) I get easily distracted
95) Im really close with my mum and my brother
96) Ive been with my boyfriend for 2 years
97) I wish i needed glasses cause they look hot but i have perfect vision
98) Im going to paly the lead role in a shakespear play
99) Im the most competative person i know
100) I have an abnormally low tolerance for pain
76)
so here we go
1) I love Italian food
2) I'm very inconsistant
3) I cant spell very well
4) I am scared of things but dont have a phobia
5) I was an extra in the 'Inbetweeners Movie'
6) I want to be a comedic actor, aka. Anna ferris
7) When i was younger i wanted my name to be Emma, now i love my name.
8) My favourite colour is turqouise
9) I am incredibily loyal
10) I have double jointed fingers
11) I've walked on he great wall of china
12) I have been to the top of the Empire State Building
13) I love going to college and dont look foward to the weekend
14) Im 5ft 6inch
15) I think Jensen Ackels from 'Supernatural' is one of the most beautiful/ sexy men alive
16) I took my A Level english lit exam with out reading the book and got a C :)
17) I am a waitress
18) I love doing nail art and if i dont make it as an actress ill be a nail tech
19) I am really insecure about most things
20) I spend most of my money on food
21) I belived in reincarnation before i knew it was a buddist belife
22)This is my favourtie number
23) I have 2 middle names
24) I love history
25) I love beautiful Buildings and often visit places like palaces
26) Muffin is mine and my mums nick name for eachother
27) My parents divorces when i was in year 7
28) I think people with ginger hair are hot
29) I dont like ' South Park'
30) My life motto is ' Everything is going to be okay' because eventually everything is...
31) but i still always worry about everything
32) I hate recreational drugs
33) I also hate smoking
34) Im very sentimental
35) My guilty pleasure is Britney Spears
36) Ide love to be a Man for a week
37) Ide rather be obese than anorexic
38) If i like something i get obsessed with it
39) I dont want children
40) I still sleep with a teddy
41 ) I love being weird
42) I dont like the small of flowers
43) I have a bad memorie
44) I have a fear of being left behind
45) i dont know what Craigs list is
46) Anything that sparkels attracts me
47) I love men with nice arms
48) I react more to peoples tone fo voice rather than what they are saying
49) Ive never moved house
50) My two favourite bands are Nickelback and Paramore
51) Pregnant people freak me out
52) I love grey clothing
53) I dispise cooking
54) I have bohemian clothing style
55) I work best at night
56) When i was younger i got a ball baring stuck up my nose
57) I cry a lot
58) I hate crying i think it makes me look like a fool and weak
59) I find it very difficult for one person to know everything about me
60) I trust someone completly untill they give me reason not to
61) I cant stand awkward silences
62) Technology frustrates me
63) When people first meet me they think im always happy but my true friends know i have a fiesty side
64) Although i dont like change i can adapt to it qucikly
65) I love to make people laugh
66) I am an older sibling
67) I prefer house partys over clubbing
68) My feet are always freezing
69) I love men in suits
70) I dont get endorfins from excersize
71) I like to run up the down esculater
72) I love doing things people dont expect from me
73) I like suprises but i always find them out
74) People with talent turn me on
75) For some reason ive found that im more hostile toward people i dont know, with curley hair ..i really dont know why
76) I know i meant for something big
77) I never butch about people for no reason. Its always because they have pissed me off
78) When i was a child i used to panick that becuase i was a cancarian star sing i would get cancer
79) One day i feel im going to be friends with Cheryl Cole ..i just have a feeling
80) I have a strong passion for Disney
81) i worried that im struggeling to think of 100 things about myself
82) I refuse to think Jonny depp is hot because my mum love him and it would be weird
83) Sheldon Copper is one of my favourtie Tv charecters
84) Generally i dont wear make up
85) I hate depending on others
86) i love driving
87) I wish i was born in the 60's or 70's so i could enjoy the 80's
88) I love to be near the ocean
89) If i dont like the taste of something i physicall cannot force myself to eat it like most people can. Bad times when you go round someones house for dinner
90) I didnt get a best friend until i was 19
91) I have sensative skin
92) I dont liek falseness and can usually sence when people are bullshitting me
93) I drunk tea instead of coffee because i dont want to breath coffee breath into peopls faces.
94) I get easily distracted
95) Im really close with my mum and my brother
96) Ive been with my boyfriend for 2 years
97) I wish i needed glasses cause they look hot but i have perfect vision
98) Im going to paly the lead role in a shakespear play
99) Im the most competative person i know
100) I have an abnormally low tolerance for pain
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Thursday, 23 February 2012
23rd of february 2012
So yesterday i had a photoshoot with my friends for one of there portfolios for uni. Its always fun having you make up done and getting your photo taken. This one was a little different how ever as it was a sexy/ slutty one where i had to pose in underwear and shit like that. Dear lord was i nervouse, im not the type of person who usually does that stuff, i dont know why but i just find it difficult, but i desided you know what going into an acting carree i might have to do stuff like this and ide rather have my first experiance of that whilst im with some of my closest friends, people i feel comfotable with.
So maned up and did it, have to say the photos look pretty damn good, im proud of myself and i had fun. I think its fair to say that my friendship with thoose girls is truley cemented now :P
Got the day off college .. always nice to have a day to reax but i kinda whated to go into college today, weird but i love being with my friends, i dont laugh half as much when im not with them. Gayy ! Never mind we all need a little gay in our lifes sometimes :)
Toodle pip
So maned up and did it, have to say the photos look pretty damn good, im proud of myself and i had fun. I think its fair to say that my friendship with thoose girls is truley cemented now :P
Got the day off college .. always nice to have a day to reax but i kinda whated to go into college today, weird but i love being with my friends, i dont laugh half as much when im not with them. Gayy ! Never mind we all need a little gay in our lifes sometimes :)
Toodle pip
Tuesday, 7 February 2012
Tuesday the 7th of Febuary 2012
Hola, so on friday i got back from the big apple. New York Baby.
Looking back on the trip i really had an amazing time. We went up the empire state building, Took a movie and film tour of New York, got to see the F.R.I.E.N.D.S building, the Ghostbusters firehouse and loads of stuff like that. We also spent a lot of time in Time Square and went to see a Broadway show. We also had the oppotunity to meet up with some people who are studiing and acting in New York and ask them questions which was so helpfull and i really enjoyed that. We also go to meet one of the girls from Memphis( the show we saw) and got to ask her some questions, Again really helpfull. On the last day we went to the WTC site. This i found rather difficult, the mane reason for this is, to me i thought there would be a great feeling of loss but when we arrived of the subway and the site was litterally before us i got no sence of loss, off somethign horrific happening here. I felt nothing, it was if nothing had ever happened there. They already have a new world trade centre being built there. I know the netion has to move on, but for me i dunno it just made me sad that i couldnt feel sad, if you get what i mean. Anyways luckly around the corner there is a small museum type thing and that made me feel a bit better. like the event hadnt been forgotten. We also got to see the 2 fountains that they bulit for the WTC which are beautiful and i suggest you see them if you get the chance. I would have taken picture but i feel thats something you have to see for your self before you see them through a camera.
So yeah my trip was brillient and it was even better that i was there with my best friends. I would deffinatly go again, so i could do the things we maybe missed out on, like ide ike to get closer to the statue of liberty and cross the brooklyn bridge and do some more shopping :P
Oh also more good news, i have 2 auditions for Drama schools. One at Mountview and one at East 15. Im so nervouse cause i want to go so bad but i guess what ever will be will be so fingers crossed :P
tahra :) x
Looking back on the trip i really had an amazing time. We went up the empire state building, Took a movie and film tour of New York, got to see the F.R.I.E.N.D.S building, the Ghostbusters firehouse and loads of stuff like that. We also spent a lot of time in Time Square and went to see a Broadway show. We also had the oppotunity to meet up with some people who are studiing and acting in New York and ask them questions which was so helpfull and i really enjoyed that. We also go to meet one of the girls from Memphis( the show we saw) and got to ask her some questions, Again really helpfull. On the last day we went to the WTC site. This i found rather difficult, the mane reason for this is, to me i thought there would be a great feeling of loss but when we arrived of the subway and the site was litterally before us i got no sence of loss, off somethign horrific happening here. I felt nothing, it was if nothing had ever happened there. They already have a new world trade centre being built there. I know the netion has to move on, but for me i dunno it just made me sad that i couldnt feel sad, if you get what i mean. Anyways luckly around the corner there is a small museum type thing and that made me feel a bit better. like the event hadnt been forgotten. We also got to see the 2 fountains that they bulit for the WTC which are beautiful and i suggest you see them if you get the chance. I would have taken picture but i feel thats something you have to see for your self before you see them through a camera.
So yeah my trip was brillient and it was even better that i was there with my best friends. I would deffinatly go again, so i could do the things we maybe missed out on, like ide ike to get closer to the statue of liberty and cross the brooklyn bridge and do some more shopping :P
Oh also more good news, i have 2 auditions for Drama schools. One at Mountview and one at East 15. Im so nervouse cause i want to go so bad but i guess what ever will be will be so fingers crossed :P
tahra :) x
Sunday, 15 January 2012
15th of January 2012
Aim of the game : blog more !
I mean i was already blogging more then before by doing every sunday, like now, but by the time i get to sunday ive totally forgot monday :P
I dont think a daily blog is in order but just more frequently.
Right so what can i remember from this week ?
I remember that on wednesday i went to london with college to see a shakespeare play (comedy of errors) with lenny henry in it. Although i couldnt really understand it you go the jst of what was happening because the acting and the set was so amazing. Thursday i did some filming for my friends project. I also got my new york time table and letter for drama school audition. I worked friday evening. Staurday my Brother desided to go and break his arm. Well i guess he didnt choose to.. thats what you get for skateboarding on a speed board ( we wont mention im the one who taught him to skate)
To be honest i am down playing it. The whole thing was quiet horrific. He blacked out so many times, progectile vomited, suffered memory loss, done some damge to his eye and cant walk properly. So yeah it is quiet seriouse. Got taken off in an ambulance and had to stay over night at the hospital. Things are looking better today though. No permanate damage seems to have been cause but he's got another 6 weeks off healing to go and its going to be a painfull prosses. Im very proud of my brother, through out he was trying to keep his spirits high and was still trying to crack a few jokes. You dont realise how much you love someone till they are put in danger and i realised that as i watched his in the hospital bed and hopfully this will teach me how to value thoose i love.
Anyways thats all i have to say. Till next time x
I mean i was already blogging more then before by doing every sunday, like now, but by the time i get to sunday ive totally forgot monday :P
I dont think a daily blog is in order but just more frequently.
Right so what can i remember from this week ?
I remember that on wednesday i went to london with college to see a shakespeare play (comedy of errors) with lenny henry in it. Although i couldnt really understand it you go the jst of what was happening because the acting and the set was so amazing. Thursday i did some filming for my friends project. I also got my new york time table and letter for drama school audition. I worked friday evening. Staurday my Brother desided to go and break his arm. Well i guess he didnt choose to.. thats what you get for skateboarding on a speed board ( we wont mention im the one who taught him to skate)
To be honest i am down playing it. The whole thing was quiet horrific. He blacked out so many times, progectile vomited, suffered memory loss, done some damge to his eye and cant walk properly. So yeah it is quiet seriouse. Got taken off in an ambulance and had to stay over night at the hospital. Things are looking better today though. No permanate damage seems to have been cause but he's got another 6 weeks off healing to go and its going to be a painfull prosses. Im very proud of my brother, through out he was trying to keep his spirits high and was still trying to crack a few jokes. You dont realise how much you love someone till they are put in danger and i realised that as i watched his in the hospital bed and hopfully this will teach me how to value thoose i love.
Anyways thats all i have to say. Till next time x
Sunday, 8 January 2012
Sunday the 8th of January 2012
So its been a long week. But deffinatly not a boring week :) On monday i went to the grand old city of LLLAAANNNNDDDAAAANNN ( aka london ) with one of my best friends. The aim was to shop but instead we were massive tourist and didnt start shopping till like gone 4. We went to M&M world. It was so cool. It was like a theme park ... with out any rides :P Tuesday we were back to college, so nice to see all my college babys again :) Anyways to be honest we didnt get much work done but at the end of the day we desided to be children and play hide and seek in the building :P See you can love hide and seek at any age. On friday it was one of my othr best friends who happens to be the first best friends boyfriends' birthday (wow that was unnessarily complicated) He hit the big 18 and we all through him a suprise party and went to the pub for lunch. It was also my and the boyfriends annaversry on friday so we went to get a chinese to celebrate it was a really nice week.
Talk to you soon :)
p.s. dont read the hunger games unless you want to be hugly dissapointed, such a great seris with such a crap ending :(
Talk to you soon :)
p.s. dont read the hunger games unless you want to be hugly dissapointed, such a great seris with such a crap ending :(
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