In life often the hardest step is the first one.
I really resinate with this at the moment, and for a mixture of reasons.
First of my anxiety.
My fear of faluire stops me In any persute to make life better for my self. An unfortunate charecteristic I've inherited from my father. I cant tell you how frustating it is. Logically my thought pattern is encouraging "Just go for it" "everyone has to start somewhere" "you can do this"
Then the dark cloud of anxiety creeps in and so does the "ill do it later" "im not good enough or qualified enough"
The success storys come from thoose who take risks but I can never seem to take that leep.
Secondly,I dont have a clue where to start !
I have so many ideas and want to do so many different things. I can see my end goal but I dont know how to get my foot in the door. Heck I dont even know where the door is. This problem only fuels my anxiety.
People always say, dont reveal your weakness. "Fake it till you make it" and im sure that works for most. But for those of you who know exactly what im talking about I hope this blog shows you that you are not alone.
It would be amazing if down in the comments people could share there getting started storys. How they got to where they want to be in life and tips on how I could get started...with anything :)
I'd love to read all your storys
Much love
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