Well the back ground to my blog of course.
Thought it was time for a bit of change, and i like it. I feel like when you look at the new background it's uplifiting and has an inspirational vibe to it :)
So what am i going to chat about today ? hmmm
well change is a nice topic since its in the title, even though im pretty sure ive chatted about that before. But you cant not have a repeated conversation between old friends can you ? ooo look at us, old friends.
So what changes are happening in my life ? well there are quiet a few in terms of things that are actually happening like going to uni in spetember, leaving my jobs ect ect.
What i really want to talk about though is more of a change in me :)
If im honest im fed up. They always say you wont make a change untill you uncomfortable enough to do so, and by gosh i am uncomfortable. Time to start persuing all the things i really truley want. Well the time was a couple of years ago but its never too late to start. Yeah, remember that one. Its Never too late to start.
So instead of boring you with paragraphs on how i want to be a better person and change the world. Lets write a list ( cause lists are more interesting to read anyways) about how i want to change to make my life a little selfishly better :P
- I want to start a new blog. Dont worrie, for the 5 of you out there who read my blog ( and im very greatfull for you 5)it dosnt mean ill be deleting this blog. I was just thinking about writing a blog thats more in touch with something spesific rather then just my rambleings :) i want to write a blog about the entertainment industry and my progress into acting since that is my great love. You should always write abiut what you love.
- Getting fit, for thoose who know me dont laugh. Okay you can laugh but make it breif. I think this is the age old change that everone wants to make. You know how it goes, 'ill start my diet on the monday' and when sunday roles around your craming every last cream cake into your mouth as a sort of goodbye to treats ceremony and as soon as wednesday hits youve made a mistake with a chocolate hobnob and think 'fuck it ill start again next monday' and finish the packet. well ladies and gentleman not this time. This time its all about the balenced life style. Have a McDonalds with your friends here and there but also excersizing 5 times a week and loads of veggies thrown in. I know what your thinking 'she'll never do it' well your wrong my friend because ive been doing it for quiet a while know. Suck on the past Me !!
- Acting ! as i said before its my first love and ive never really gone full force with it. Not anymore. I have been ging to audtions and really pushing for this. It something that i want, that i need to be honest. I can't do anything else, and i wont do anything else. If you want it, work for it! my new moto :)
