Thursday, 23 February 2012

23rd of february 2012

So yesterday i had a photoshoot with my friends for one of there portfolios for uni. Its always fun having you make up done and getting your photo taken. This one was a little different how ever as it was a sexy/ slutty one where i had to pose in underwear and shit like that. Dear lord was i nervouse, im not the type of person who usually does that stuff, i dont know why but i just find it difficult, but i desided you know what going into an acting carree i might have to do stuff like this and ide rather have my first experiance of that whilst im with some of my closest friends, people i feel comfotable with.

So maned up and did it, have to say the photos look pretty damn good, im proud of myself and i had fun. I think its fair to say that my friendship with thoose girls is truley cemented now :P

Got the day off college .. always nice to have a day to reax but i kinda whated to go into college today, weird but i love being with my friends, i dont laugh half as much when im not with them. Gayy ! Never mind we all need a little gay in our lifes sometimes :)
Toodle pip

Tuesday, 7 February 2012

Tuesday the 7th of Febuary 2012

Hola, so on friday i got back from the big apple. New York Baby.
Looking back on the trip i really had an amazing time. We went up the empire state building, Took a movie and film tour of New York, got to see the F.R.I.E.N.D.S building, the Ghostbusters firehouse and loads of stuff like that. We also spent a lot of time in Time Square and went to see a Broadway show. We also had the oppotunity to meet up with some people who are studiing and acting in New York and ask them questions which was so helpfull and i really enjoyed that. We also go to meet one of the girls from Memphis( the show we saw) and got to ask her some questions, Again really helpfull. On the last day we went to the WTC site. This i found rather difficult, the mane reason for this is, to me i thought there would be a great feeling of loss but when we arrived of the subway and the site was litterally before us i got no sence of loss, off somethign horrific happening here. I felt nothing, it was if nothing had ever happened there. They already have a new world trade centre being built there. I know the netion has to move on, but for me i dunno it just made me sad that i couldnt feel sad, if you get what i mean. Anyways luckly around the corner there is a small museum type thing and that made me feel a bit better. like the event hadnt been forgotten. We also got to see the 2 fountains that they bulit for the WTC which are beautiful and i suggest you see them if you get the chance. I would have taken picture but i feel thats something you have to see for your self before you see them through a camera.
So yeah my trip was brillient and it was even better that i was there with my best friends. I would deffinatly go again, so i could do the things we maybe missed out on, like ide ike to get closer to the statue of liberty and cross the brooklyn bridge and do some more shopping :P

Oh also more good news, i have 2 auditions for Drama schools. One at Mountview and one at East 15. Im so nervouse cause i want to go so bad but i guess what ever will be will be so fingers crossed :P
tahra :) x

Sunday, 15 January 2012

15th of January 2012

Aim of the game : blog more !
 I mean i was already blogging more then before by doing every sunday, like now, but by the time i get to sunday ive totally forgot monday :P
I dont think a daily blog is in order but just more frequently.
Right so what can i remember from this week ?
I remember that on wednesday i went to london with college to see a shakespeare play  (comedy of errors) with lenny henry in it. Although i couldnt really understand it you go the jst of what was happening because the acting and the set was so amazing. Thursday i did some filming for my friends project. I also got my new york time table and letter for drama school audition. I worked friday evening. Staurday my Brother desided to go and break his arm. Well i guess he didnt choose to.. thats what you get for skateboarding on a speed board ( we wont mention im the one who taught him to skate)

To be honest i am down playing it. The whole thing was quiet horrific. He blacked out so many times, progectile vomited, suffered memory loss, done some damge to his eye and cant walk properly. So yeah it is quiet seriouse. Got taken off in an ambulance and had to stay over night at the hospital. Things are looking better today though. No permanate damage seems to have been cause but he's got another 6 weeks off healing to go and its going to be a painfull prosses. Im very proud of my brother, through out he was trying to keep his spirits high and was still trying to crack a few jokes. You dont realise how much you love someone till they are put in danger and i realised that as i watched his in the hospital bed and hopfully this will teach me how to value thoose i love.

Anyways thats all i have to say. Till next time x

Sunday, 8 January 2012

Sunday the 8th of January 2012

So its been a long week. But deffinatly not a boring week :) On monday i went to the grand old city of LLLAAANNNNDDDAAAANNN ( aka london ) with one of my best friends. The aim was to shop but instead we were massive tourist and didnt start shopping till like gone 4. We went to M&M world. It was so cool. It was like a theme park ... with out any rides :P Tuesday we were back to college, so nice to see all my college babys again :) Anyways to be honest we didnt get much work done but at the end of the day we desided to be children and play hide and seek  in the building :P See you can love hide and seek at any age. On friday it was one of my othr best friends who happens to be the first best friends boyfriends' birthday (wow that was unnessarily complicated) He hit the big 18 and we all through him a suprise party and went to the pub for lunch. It was also my and the boyfriends annaversry on friday so we went to get a chinese to celebrate it was a really nice week.

Talk to you soon :)

p.s. dont read the hunger games unless you want to be hugly dissapointed, such a great seris with such a crap ending :(

Saturday, 31 December 2011

31st of December 2011

Well we've made it to the end of the year. I thought that this year has been a bad one and to be honest when i look back it hasnt been that bad at all. I think its cause some bad stuff has happened to me this year and for some reason thats the stuff that sticks out in my memorie but when i take a real hard look. No 2011 has not been a bad year :) Ive done a lot of amazing things this year.. in fact i cant belive some of them were this year. I went to paris with my friends this year, i was in 2 films this year i found out that im going to new york next year :D arrgh so excited. Im sure other things have happened  too i just cant remember and that is why my first new years resolution for 2012 is to blog more :) i want to be able to look back on what ive done and bring back memories i may have forgotten. Maybe when im sad about life i can look back on this blog and remember why i should be happy and greatfull for what i have.

So resolutions for 2012 ( none of theese are set in stone yet :P)
1) Blog more
2)Enjoy myslef. Do more things that will make me happy and bring fun. Be more silly, do outrageouse things ( you get the picture)
3)Read moe books
4)Work harder in all aspects of life. Youve got to work for what you want.
5)Self motivate myself to do things
6) Get down into the splits
7) Get a hobby/skill :P I want to be able to do something cool :)
8)Take more photos
9)Be more daring
10) Try to welcome change
11) Appriciate the people who truly love me
12)Learn to love myself
13)Become a succseful Actor ( might as well aim high :) )

And there we have it a long list of my 13 reolutions. Im going to carry them in my diary so i have them with me and can constantly work at them. Hopefully i can check back in a year and say ive managed to do at least half of them :)
Even though barley no one reads this blog, i hope you all have a great new years eve and an even better 2012 :)

Sunday, 25 December 2011

Christmas day :)

well it's 10 to 4. literally dont know where the day has gone. So far This christmas has been a good one. Goot a few nice bits and bobs. My boyfriend got me a beautiful note pad and pen, £100 topshop voucher a scarf and a bottel of purfume. From my family i got a onesie :P pair of boots and new high heels large box of lindor, dollars for New York :) A massive New York calander which i love :) a jennifer lopez perfume and lots of other little bits. Ive been a very lucky girl this year.  Especially when so many others have nothing and i am very greatful to have all i need and more along with a loving family and friends. I hope you all have a very merry christmas and an amazing New year. :) xxxx

Thursday, 22 December 2011

22nd of December 2011

Off for a girley sleep over with my girleys... gah i love them so much. ( mate thats a bit gay)
oh well i love them even if it is a bit gay.
So exictied for movies, catching up and of course the most important thing... FOOD !!
Feel like a cheesey blog post coming on about how much i love them :P i just know they will love that :P haha xx